This Is My World, You People Just Live In It

razicabbit @ 2004-12-29T13:13:00

2004-12-29T02:12:29Z

http://www.livejournal.com/users/fangedferret/

Mwahahahaha

2004-12-18T06:58:09Z

My last fucking entry ever!
Mwahahahaha
bye byes everyone, i love you all!
Adios!
~Razzy!

Terry has a beer belly :P

2004-12-18T06:54:12Z

Well here it goes. Life is pretty damn gay. Everyone on here is probably sick of me going on abut shit so guess what?! Im gonna get a new online identity thing!!!
A new msn
A new hotmail account
A new livejournal
And anyone who actually WANTS to talk to me and such can ask me for details and what-not as a reply to this, because i won't be on msn as who im on it as now tomorrow. So blah!
Now no one has to listen to me whine and whinge and no one can really put me down for anything. So there. Be happy, no one will hear from me these school holidays cause no one will know my email and such.

Today i found a lizard in our house. I was supposed to go into wollongong and go christmas shopping, but i wasn't allowed to go out :(
I burnt my shoulders today. Did a lot of reading. Wrote a bit more on my forgotten (to be published one day) story. Slept a lot.

Thats about all i want to say.
Adios
~Razzy

I tasted Spaz Juice today. Moreth had some. :D

2004-12-17T09:37:56Z

Im gonna try and not be as crazy as i am while i do this.

Im surprised that i haven't fallen into a pile of broken pieces yet. I was so sure it was going to happen. The musical rehearsals were...unnerving for varies reasons. But i'll only tell you all about one. It was okay while we were in the prac room. Me, Steven and Crystal were all sitting in there and me and Steven were discussing love lives and love and shit in general about it. Crystal joined in. I realised a lot of things in that conversation. Some very useful things and some a bit depressing...but oh well. I've had the need to get hugs lately. Like hugs hold me together. Its a strange feeling. Yes i know, im queer. So we got dragged out of the prac room to help after a while. Me and Steven were helping Abram pack up the prop room and i was climbing up onto the shelf so i could put boxes on the very topness of it all, and i stayed up there cause it made me feel tall (a.k.a- Stronger then i am emotionally and mentally) Anyway, i was up there and Steven had had to grab my waist and help me up which he seemed so willing to do that it was scarey. He leaned on my thigh and said it made a nice pillow and almost fell asleep on me...O.o He also made a nasty joke which involved his head between my legs when he bent down to get a box from under me. That was disturbing. But all is well. He gives me hugs so i feel cool. Shell has given me hugs lately to help and even Moreth has let me get and give hugs to him. Makes me feel a lot better.

Im falling yet flying...

So anyway, i guess thats about all i can tell you. EVerything else that unnerved me over the last few days are things im not willing to share with many people sorry. So thats it. Thanks for your attention, much appreciated.

Adios
~Razzy

Fair enough...

2004-12-15T06:23:03Z

Your LJ Christmas Party! by Karen_Walker
Username
You've been
Your Date	anthromello
The Party Host/ess	celadore
Dressed as Santa	artemisfowl2nd
Santa's Elf	bethia_lucian
Stole the Presents	phelanwolf
Kissed You Under Mistletoe	justin_case
Drunk on Eggnogg	kryis
Knocked Over the Tree	tin_foil_hat
Still Believes in Santa	razzlfraz
Mr. Grinch	wrokstarr

Quiz created with MemeGen!

As ya do...

...Adios
~Razzy

Yet another Update, to inform you all i am still alive

2004-12-15T06:15:57Z

Yes, i am still alive.
So today, i woke up sore and couldn't move for a while. My shoulders and neck are killing me whenever i move them and my back is just generally cracking in several places every time i sit up or something. So i am overly sore and in pain right now. And its all from kiaking/canoeing. It gives your muscles a big jolt and they grow quite painfully bigger. I had no muscles, no i fear i may have a centimetre of them (*gasp*) So yeah, painfullness on the Razzy's body.

Mhm...yeah so here i am, typing and listening to Hilary Duff. Don't ask why. Her music/songs are making me feel better, i like them. Yes, i like HIlary DUff's music. So really thats all to report, but just cause im bored, im going to try and say more. My English teacher (or one of them) Mrs Moulten came up to me today and told me if i ever want to talk to her about anything getting me down or anything i can, cause "she's there for me" I thought that was quite nice of her.

I was supposed to meet the school councilor today during maths after lunch, but he never showed. I stayed in the office room, i didn't feel much like facing people, much less the people in my maths class, and i didn't feel like takling maths either. So i stayed and told everyone i was waiting for Mr Salone. Some guys in there were bugging me. One of them, a short bloke, not fat but not skinny and not really small but a little shorter then myself asked me out, i said hell no. So his friend started walking back and forth saying he said this and he said that and all, i got so pissed off! I walked up to him and raised a hand to slap him, but he ran into the principals office the little chicken prick.

So that didn't make me feel better. I got teased and crap by them during the last fifteen minutes. Some of it was more harsh then i thought they were capable of. So that got me more angry and a little upset, cause im a weak little girl with fucked up emotions. The teachers walking by kept asking if i was alright and everything. Someone behind me said something really nasty and i was almost in tears. It was along the lines of i should be dead cause im a bitch or something. I don't know who said it but oh well...

Im making a pressie for someone so im not gonna be online as often as i usually am. Im not sure i want to be online as often as usual anymore. Theres really not much to do anymore and everything. No one talks to me on msn now for some reason. Makes me feel upset but what are you gonna do you know...devAus has been quiet, hardly anybody goes in there when im on. Not sure why, i must have really bad timing.

-Hey hey, im not giving up no, im gonna stand up and shout it, oh no way im not slacking off or backing out or cracking up without, im working it out- Hilary Duff.

So...thats all for me i suppose. Be well everyone, take care.
Adios.
~Razzy

(Adios is my signature goodbye thing, in case no one noticed. :P had to point it out)

razicabbit @ 2004-12-14T18:35:00

2004-12-14T07:36:27Z

Yeah, so...i went canoeing today
i had a lot of fun
got hurt and overly sore but i had fun
my cut got salt water all over it
i was kiaking instead of canoeing
i enjoyed myself

life isn't working with me right now
i am your lord and master
admit it, i am the woman of your dreams
anyway, thats really all
adios

~Razzy

voices!

2004-12-14T07:14:24Z

the little voice in my head is starting to make me think i need help...wheres the fire?

FINALLY! A FUN DAY!...or...dayS...

2004-12-12T09:45:15Z

Oh my god!!! I've had the bestest weekend in ages!
I spent my weekend in the company of a very very happy-bouncy-crazy-fun-funny bunny named Moreth! But first i have an opening paragraph:

I was cleanin Moreth boxerz...Weasel had been in them a lot...i cleaned a lot of shit out of em...there was lots...so yeah...cleaned out Moreth boxerz...got into em...wasn't too hard...it was really stuffy in there...there were a lot of packages...bloody boxerz...fun, but annoying...it was full of stuff...thick stuff, white stuff, hard stuff...yeah...Moreths boxerz...
(Only Moreth and myself will ever get that...perhaps Weasel eventually...hehehehehe)

Saturday:
Well, Moreth woke me up by calling me and telling me he wanted to go into wollongong and DDR and go to the mall and whatnot just for the fun of it and i was allowed to go! soi got up and dressed and Moreth came and picked me up and his mother dropped us off down at the traino. I was playing with the puppy in the car. So we got there and got on the train and went to wollongong! we went to get some lunch first, which consisted of vegitarian sushi! Quite nice. Then (sinse Moreth bought lunch - we shared one container thingo -) I went and bought us both chocolate milkshakes, cause my mum gave me my ANZ card for the day and i was allowed to get out $50 or so dollars (i got $60). Then we went on about "Price check on the THINGZ in bras'n things"which was fun. We walked around and i went and got a book from Angus and Robertson with my voucher from school. Then we waltzed around and did a bunch of other buying and such, i bought myself a new 'R' necklace sinse my old one keeps breaking, it looks so cool! We also saw Mr Moore at the shops,and a Mr Kirke look-alike!!! that amused us for a bit. And so we walked around and didnt do too much. Then we went to corrimal and went to the weasels house! Where we bummed around and didn't do too much. We attempted washing up after a dinner Moreth cooked us and first i cut my hand with a knife, and second i broke a glass, that ripped up a chunk of skin on my thumb, and it was bleeding something terrible! and it also left two more cuts on mum hand, one is really deep. And yah, Moreths mum dropped me back off home and we had so much fun! we laughed so much and everything! it was awesome.
I got a message on my phone from Michelle asking if she could come over today, i had no credit so i couldn't call back or anything, so i got the home phone and called, she wasn't at home and she wasn't answering her mobile!

Sunday:
Moreth woke me up AGAIN this morning to go back into corrimal and bum around again! w00t! sounded fun so after argueing with mum about how i can look after myself and whatnot, i was allowed to go out agian. I still had and still have a fair bit of money from saturday so my mum picked me and Moreth up and took us to the traino where we got on the 10:22am train to wollongong, on the way i got a message from Shall again, saying "change of plans, i can't come over, can i pick up some books later?" well, i still had no credit and we were on the train still so i couldn't call! We stopped at wollongong, and got off the train and i bought us something at subway that we shared for lunch, it was yummy :) So then we went back and caught another train into corrimal! Where we got ginger bear!!! w00t! So yeah, we went to corrimal, went to The Place and we bummed around again, we put Uncle Kracker on and listened to that for a bit, it was fun. We lounged around and had some lunch/dinner stuff sinse neither of us had had breakfast and we had an extremely early lunch, and we'd been being idiots and tiring ourselves out we were hungry so we made some lunchy dinner stuff to eat. It was fun. Then we went to the traino to get a train home and the train was a whole 10 minutes late! So yeah, it finally got there and we were laughing and i was wet from the rain. We sat in the walk in compartment and we sat there and swayed as the train did, it was slightly disturbing, the noises and movements and such. We laughed about it. There was a dude at the Dapto station, and when we stopped and the doors opened, he was yelling something to someone and we heard him say "go back to Dapto where you came from!" or something, and we were in the dapto station...that was funny. We only felt safe when he was there going off his nut cause some big and beefy lookin guy was in the doorway of our entrance compartment, who turned when the dude was gone and said to me "a freind of yours?" he thought the dude was a friend of mine! Then we went home. Apparently Shell had been over to pick up books, WTF? i mean...c'mon, she didn't even ask if i was busy! it was just all this asking and then she immediately assumes im not doing anything? Like i don't have friends? What the hell?! she could have at least asked! i do have a life! (not a very good or exciting one but i like it) so yeah...i shall have to talk to her about that another time. Tomorrow maybe. Maybe tomorrow...shit i have to read that book for english by tomorrow!

So yeah, i had a really really really fun weekend. so THANK YOU MORETH! I thought i was going to have a depressing weekend, but i had so much fun! And i have Moreth to thank! it was awesome, and he had fun too its even better. So yeah, that was my weekend! It was fun and i loved it and THANK YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH MORETH!!!

Have fun everyone, be well!
~Razzy

razicabbit @ 2004-12-09T19:32:00

2004-12-09T08:31:13Z

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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I need someone...anyone right now...

2004-12-09T06:57:23Z

I feel horrid...I just want to curl up in a place where i can hide away and never some out again.
Im worthless, fine
Im no good for anyone, okay
Im stupid, sure
But please, please just sotp...I feel bad enough now, im not on an edge, i think i've already slipped. This really isn't fair. I know im not the perfect person, i know im mean, im manipulative, i know i hurt people really bad but please, im begging everyone, stop with the comments, stop trying to make me feel bad, i feel bad enough, be satisfied! I regret everything, i just about regret living past the age of ten, im sorry to everyone i've hurt and im really sorry if i seemed overly cruel to Ben.
I could say im sorry i stayed with him so long that it makes this hurt more but that would be mean to him, i liked being with him, i could say im sorry i ever met him but maybe that could hurt him too, i could say im sorry i left so suddenly but to me it wasn't sudden, plus i've already said im sorry! i really am sorry!
Yes, you've all finally got to me, im at breaking point, i feel like shit, i want to die, but i can't at the moment. I have to stay alive because i want to live but whats the point if it seems like all im living for is to go through this? Please leave me be now, you've done your damage, and you've made your points, if it makes you leave me alone i'll never sit with you all again, i'll stay right away, i'll try as hard as possible not to go anywhere near you all if thats what you want, whatever, name it, i'll do it but please STOP?!

I need a hole to climb into...to hide away...be safe and sound...i feel like killing myself...but what does it matter...it doesn't matter that i feel this bad...thats what everyone wants...for me to feel so bad about everything i've done to and put onto Ben...well i feel as low as i possibly can...be satisfied, leave me be...to curl up...what am i tlaking about?...im already dead...the people i thought were friends by now...they all hate me...im already dead inside...i have no will to live except that i made a promise to someone...maybe even two people...thats the only thing keeping me from it...im sorry...what else do you want to hear, see, say or anything?...whatever it is please...say it in a reply to this and lets have it over with...have your final says' and then leave me be in as much peace as i can find now...

razicabbit @ 2004-12-09T16:32:00

2004-12-09T05:50:39Z

Yes, I'm here once more. How unfortunate for the rest of you. I apologies for my presence but if you're reading this then i guess its your own fault anyway.
Things seemed to have quietened down...Im on my dads laptop again, he let me start my own thingo on it. So now when i want to use it i just go in as "Razzy" instead of "guest". Its all good. I love using this laptop, not too sure why...
I have no claws anymore. I broke two off cause they were so long so i had to cut and file the rest, theres barely anything there so i can't dig my nails into nayone now, but i can still scratch pretty well. So yeah, thats the latest trauma in my life.
Just a warning for people who have bothered to read this far: This will probably turn out to be a long post as you either can or will see...whichever tense you're all reading in...
I have Unckle Kracker playing, interesting CD, i like it, not too sure why. I was in the musical practise this afternoon and i can't get one of those songs out of my head now: You can't win child, You can't get even, You can't get out of the game!
Im just downloading msn onto the laptop so i can chat to people. I actually really badly want to talk to a certain person...im just not sure if it would be wise to. Anyway...
Yeah, i've been quite random the past few hours, in mood and words...its actually quite interesting. And yes, i am looking forward to reading the posts every body who hates me will write. Not sure why but they make me feel somwhat human. Even though i already am one. Yes thats right...i AM a human, not a big bad demon of your minds, however much i seem like one.
I keep reaching over to take hold of the mouse and im on a laptop...its disturbing me greatly. Im trying to think of other things to tell you all about. Im not sure why im bothering to think of anything to say to you all...maybe its just to see if i get any replies that twist my words around.
ALSO! I JUST REMEMBERED! : Mostly to David i think...: I wasn't the one who originally said i was "big at manipulation" Those were Bens words about me thanks, so yeah, just so you know i wasn't trying to boast or anything, he said it first.
*sighs*
I've been on the phone a lot lately. I think my parents are begining to think im becoming a girly girl. Being on the phone to girlfriends 24/7 or something. Creepy!
I can smell dinner...bloody lasangne. I don't know how to spell it. Anyway, that reminds me of a story...my mum tried to cook lasangne once, and it came out smelling like cigerettes and tasted nasty! It was awful! anyway, we've never let her live it down. Whenever she cooks it now, we say "better then the time we had cigerette lasangne" and whenever dad does it we say "wow, that was nice, glad mum didn't try" I think we've been a bit slack to mum now i think about that...i'll have to train myself not to do it anymore.
Theres supposed to be a fight on this afternoon, between Micheal Tai and Brent Sleit or however you spell his last name. It proves to be an interesting recount from Micheal tomorrow.
OMG...the laptop won't let me into deviantart chat. How rude!
Anyways, i think i'll go now, I'll talk to y'all later. Maybe...if you're nice to me

Be well,
~Razzy

razicabbit @ 2004-12-08T17:48:00

2004-12-08T06:51:20Z

The computer was stressing me out...it kept restarting all the time. So now...after practically pleading, im here, on dads laptop. Its awesome. Im gonna try and get one for christmas...

As for all the comments i've gotten recently, yes, i deserve them, i've done some pretty hard shit to people, but hey, they've done the same to me. Yoiu wanna know where i get all this negative, chaos loving personality from? YOU PEOPLE! The people who taunted me, teased me and picked fights with me in primary school and early in high school, YOU made me want to defend myself and give you back the hurt you put on me ten times over so go ahead, say what you like, but when you dis me and make me feel bad and tell me i have no decency and no heart and say that i just love to cause chaos, remember you're the ones who probably made me think this way!

have a nice day,
~Razzy.

razicabbit @ 2004-12-07T21:19:00

2004-12-07T10:22:59Z

Make up your fucking minds!!!
First you think i should be dead, now you don't want me to die, you want me alive next you'll want me dead, just make up your fucking minds! If the majority of you want me dead, i'll go do it! If not, then i won't!
Reply once you've made up your fucking mind!!!

I cannot save you,
I can't even save myself,
So just save yourself!

ADEMA LYRICS

"Immortal"

Let's fight

We're face to face
Loyalty is what I need to see from you
You're insecure
I can see the fear that breeds in your heart
Where will you run? [x2]
Where will you hide? [x2]
I see the blood drip from your eyes
Who will survive? Let's get it on
And we'll fight

I know who you are
The leader of lost souls
You can't kill me
I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die
My soul will travel on
You can't kill me
I'm immortal
Immortal
Immortal
Immortal

I need the rush
There's nowhere you could hide before you die
Why won't you face me?
I can see the fear that's in your eyes
Where will you run? [x2]
Where will you hide? [x2]
I see the blood drip from your eyes
Who will survive? Let's get it on
And we'll fight

I know who you are
The leader of lost souls
You can't kill me
I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die
My soul will travel on
You can't kill me
I'm immortal

I know who you are
The leader of lost souls
You can't kill me
I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die
My soul will travel on
You can't kill me
I'm immortal

Where will you run? [x2]
Where will you hide? [x2]
Let's fight

I know who you are
The leader of lost souls
You can't kill me
I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die
My soul will travel on
You can't kill me
I'm immortal

I know who you are
The leader of lost souls
You can't kill me
I'm immortal
I'm not afraid to die
My soul will travel on
You can't kill me
I'm immortal

You can't kill me
Immortal!
You can't kill me
Immortal!
You can't kill me
Immortal!
You can't kill me

razicabbit @ 2004-12-07T17:36:00

2004-12-07T06:40:03Z

Just thought id drop in and say goodbye.
I've hurt too many poeple (forget that they've hurt me) Im not wanted around anymore as you can all see, and well...those are my reasons for no wanting to stay.
So goodbye all.

razicabbit @ 2004-12-07T17:05:00

2004-12-07T06:25:31Z

Yes...i thank you all for the comments.
Today was hot, but windy.
There were too many flies around.
Goodnight.

razicabbit @ 2004-12-05T23:50:00

2004-12-06T08:16:35Z

Yesterday Neet told me "You should be ashamed, your a fucking cow"
Now is that really what you think of me? or is it that someone else has spoken to you about all the bad shit i've done and you just came to that conclusion? Because whether you like it or not, i've helped people, i've supported some of my friends when they really needed it and i have people who will stand up and say that yes i did indeed do these things, so don't go bitching at me about being a cow when you know shit all about me.

I used to be thought of as weak, but apparently i have a power that i use on everyone. Yeah, im manipulative, we all know it, and yes, pretty soon, we'll all get over it.
Its cruel of me, but its me. Its what i do to defend myself. Face it. I don't care if you like it or not, i use it, and i probably won't stop. So you can all remember that, and leave me the hell alone abot it.

I was also told yesterday that im distructive, and to fuck off. Well fine. If you want me to fuck off, i will. They also said they hate me, they would have probably been better off without me and that i have the power of manipulation. Well...what can i say but too bad? If you hate me, so be it, if you think you were better off without me, then you should have remembered that before you started to get back with me after the first fight, if you think im manipulative, then theres nothing i can do but say oh well, and im sure you'll get over it like most others have.

Moreths post reminded me of what the teacher in english said, like his says. About identity and knowing who you are and everything. Well, you're supposed to define yourself are you not? I have it as a qoute someone sent me when i was down, something something something "define yourself, do not let others define you for you" or something. And thats what im gonna do! I am me and nothing is gonna change that! Last night that someone said "if you could change i'd like it to be you im with" Well you cant change whats naturally grown the way it has. And that would be me. I grow this way, i am forever going to stay this way unless some experience or something comes along and forcefully changes it with a lot of fucking hard work.

I don't know why im rambling about these things in here, i mean, no one probably reads it! So whats the fucking point? I suppose it makes me feel that im getting my view across to some people...makes me feel like im telling them they can't decide who i am because thats my job and thats what im going to do and no one can do it for me now because i understand i have to do it. I don't know. Im confusing myself.

People confuse me so much! Why is it that some of them just persistently continue on the path of a certain idea, even when they are struck down and are proven that they are wrong? This has absolutely nothing to do with christianity or any sort of religion, im just not gonna touch that. But honestly, if you hold a certain view and calmly explain it and are proven wrong, isn't it just logival that you will change your thoughts to match that but perhaps still be in favor of the idea you came up with, just thinking of it differantly taking into consideration the things that had proven you wrong?! Its perfectly plausible!

You know, i think this is why people generally tend to hide behind shells. When they barricade themselves into an idea or behind emotions and things its because of people! People influence the thoughts and actions of people but why do we let it? if we are to define ourselves, why do you so often rely on others to define us for us?! it makes no sense!

Im gonna stop and go now before i go totally insane.
~Razzy.

razicabbit @ 2004-12-05T14:04:00

2004-12-05T03:06:48Z

Cruel, beautiful, ominous and evil
You are a sprite of Darkness: Most shiver at the
sound of your name, you are ominous and
something to be feared. Humans are playthings
to you, toys for your own horrid uses.
Heartless and cruel you love the pain and
hardships of others, sometimes you are the
cause. You are very beautiful on the outside
which will entrance any mortal into believing
what you lead them to, but sooner or later they
will understand the deadly ways of your true
nature. Despite your dark side you are very
talented, you have many gifts that you leave
locked up in favor of whatever else your doing
at the moment. The feeling of love is alien and
unwanted, it frightens you. Perhaps the only
thing that does, you are quite brave and things
rarely surprise or startle you.

.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Stolen from Tictac :P

2004-12-05T00:28:51Z

-- Name?: Emma Nicole Cessilia Bailey
-- Nicknames?: Raz, Ferret, Raziel, Razzy, Em, Bitch and im sure theres some more :P
-- Would you change your name?: hmm...no, i don't think so...unless i change it to Raziel...
-- Where do you live?: Where ever my home is?
-- Where have you lived?: In my house.
-- Where would you like to live?: hmm...in my OWN house :P
-- Where are you glad you don't live?: ... China?
-- Hobbies?: Tennis, writing, reading, flirting...
-- Hidden Talents?: I can give back massages...i can write well?...um...
-- What is on the walls in your room?: Paint!
-- Would you rather watch or play football?: Play, just for the fun of it.
-- What is your worst nightmare?: ...lets not go there.
-- What do you do to exercise?: tennis...the occasion 'walk the weekend away'
-- Do you own an instrument?: Yes, a tin flute...not that i play it but its there and its mine :P
-- What sport would you say you are best at?: Tennis, duh.
-- Do you think you're attractive?: Not in the bluest hell.
-- Do others find you attractive?: I've been called cute and everything but just for flattery i think...
-- What do you think is your best feature?: Eyes
-- What do others think is your best feature?: Eyes...
-- What do you think is your worst feature?: I bite and claw people?...
-- What do others think is your worst feature?: Biting and clawing?...
-- Do you like your personality?: Hell yes :D
-- Do others like your personality?: Well...if they didn't they wouldn't be my friends...
-- Do you think you’re funny?: Depends on the situation...i can make people laugh occasionally...
-- Do others think you funny?: Read the one above, thank you.
-- Do you like your family?: Some...and sometimes...it depends...
-- Do they like you?: I wouldn't know.

Have you ever...
-- Had a serious illness?: Nope :)
-- Been happy about someone’s death?: HEL NO!!!
-- Killed an animal?: Yes...
-- Been sexually attracted to a cartoon character?: Nope.
-- Caused a riot?: No! Of course not! <.< >.> :)
-- Taken part in a riot?: See above :P
-- Eaten a bug?: hmm...not that i remember
-- Been on stage?: Yes!!!
-- Joined a gang?: hahaha!!! no.
-- Been mentally disturbed?: ...well...it comes naturally...
-- Smoked?: Nope.
-- Drank?: Yepyep
-- Wished to die?: Once or twice...i swear only once or twice!
-- Streaked?: I've streaked my hair, that good enough? :D
-- Questioned God's existence?: Always.
-- Cursed at God?: Always.
-- Stalked someone online?: Nope.
-- Taken pills?: Only for medicinal purposes.

For a billion dollars would you...
-- Kill your parents?: hmm...nope.
-- Eat an ant farm?: ewwwwwww
-- Have same gender sex?: Sure, why not.
-- Kill your best friend?: hmmmm....tempting but no.
-- Hold up a convenience store?: Nope.
-- Shoot yourself in the leg: Probably not from fear of pain.
-- Jump off a three story building?: Am i connected to a bungy cord?
-- Walk naked in a mall?: No.
-- Shave your head?: No.
-- Drink human blood?: Sure, if its not got something nasty in it.
-- Box with a kangaroo?: Yep.
-- Kill the president?: Assassination baby!!! w00t!
-- Slap an old person?: Sure!
-- Eat your own vomit?: No!
-- Eat a booger? Nope.
-- Strip for Osama Bin Laden?: um...No.

Fav…
-- Letters?: B, C, T, R, Y, X, Z, S...
-- Color?: Black, Silver and purple.
-- Number?: anything with a 2 or 7 in it.
-- Word?: Squiggly.
-- Movie?: Anything with Johnny Depp in it!!!
-- Rock band?: ...dunno....
-- Shape?: Pentagonal? Hexagonal? Octagonal? any i guess... they all sound the same to me.
-- Person?: A Writing, Reading, Boxing, KFC Otter Carnie (or Chris, however you want to put it)
-- Relative?: ...none?
-- Old Song?: Kiss me by someone i cna't remember...
-- New Song?: ... A lot more then necissary.
-- CD?: See the above.
-- TV Show?: See the above...
-- Movie Soundtrack?: Lilo and Stitch
-- favorite channel?: an Austar channel.
-- Parent?: Both
-- Restaurant?: ...i have too many...
-- Drink?: Milk or pepsi...(or coca-cola if i can't get a hold of pepsi)
-- Food?: Noodles?
-- Snack?: *giggles* Cup-a-soup
-- Shoe Brand?: ...They have brands now?
-- Underwear?: *girly act* Something pretty!
-- Season?: Spring.
-- Sport?: Tennis
-- Dance?: DDR is always fun...
-- Weapon?: Dagger or pistol depending on circumstances (or else just my teeth and claws...i mean nails)
-- Sin?: ...whats a sin? :P
-- Smell?: perfumes...
-- Shampoo?: Something that smells fruity
-- Cologne?: O.o
-- Perfume?: something that smells nice
-- Gum?: spearmint.
-- Chocolate?: Dairy milk chocolate
-- Candy?: ...chocolate?

Last person you…
-- Slept with?: ...Cel....a while ago.
-- Licked?: See above.
-- Ate?: I bit Moreth last i think...
-- Cursed at?: Mother.
-- Intentionally hurt?: ...lets not go there.
-- Punched?: ...lets not go there.
-- Loved?: Carnie...
-- Killed?: I assassinated the president for a billion dollars remember?
-- Danced with?: Saba and Moreth on a DDR expediation!!! :D
-- Liked?: Carnie
-- Hated?: Myself
-- Gave the finger to?: Moreth
-- Cried with?: Carnie on the phone...
-- Fought with?: Moreth...
-- Talked with?: Carnie...
-- Laughed with?: Carnie...
-- Made bleed?: Me
-- Cuddled with?: ...my pillow! :D
-- Played with?: O.o
-- Ate with?: Family
-- Hung out with?: Cel...
-- Sung with?: Myself

Random…
-- Worst kiss: Not going there.
-- Do you watch PORN: Nope.
-- Your thoughts on abortion: No abortion!!!
-- What do you want to do with your life: ...i can do someting with it?
-- Ever been butt naked bangin on the bathroom floor: Nope.
-- Would you ever get plastic surgery if so on what: Nope and nothing.
-- Do you think foreign accents are sexy: Depends what accent it is.
-- Do you like jell-o, if so what flavor: Orange?
-- Last time you went to the doctor: Three weeks or so ago
-- Most attractive person: Carnie :P
-- Any diseases, if so what are they: None
-- Have you ever dyed your hair: Many Times.
-- Last thing you bought: Dinner.
-- Do you want a puppy: yes, i do.
-- Are you a flirt: Of course.
-- Last time you were scared: Yesterday
-- Do you do your own laundry: Soemtimes.
-- Do you work out: nope.
-- Are you muscular: nope.
-- Are you flabby: possibly.
-- Are you fat: Don't know, don't pay attention.
-- Do you take a lot of pictures: Not really...
-- Do you want a baby: In the future, yes.
-- Ever thought you were pregnant: ...O.o
-- Last time you were sick: Last night i threw up, does that count?
-- Do Chinese people really cook cats and dogs: I don't know, ask them.
-- Do you go to a tanning bed: ...what the hell are you on?

razicabbit @ 2004-12-02T16:49:00

2004-12-02T05:53:00Z

GOD DAMNIT WHY WON'T ANYONE SLAP ME WHEN I ASK THEM TO?!
SLAP ME FOR CHRISTS SAKE!!!
HARD! ACROSS THE FACE! DO IT!!!
...

razicabbit @ 2004-12-02T16:27:00

2004-12-02T05:32:08Z

1) I miss my Carnie
2) I feel like shit
3) I've made people sad
4) I've starting taking on others' problems despite my state (just roll your eyes and don't ask)
5) Im tired as hell
6) My eyes still hurt, and i still have red under them from our performance
7) Im confuzled
8) Im flattered cause Mrs Keen wanted me in the dance so badly but im a crow so i can't
9) I seem to have the habit to dance that dance everywhere O.o
10) I really haven't posted in a while...

razicabbit @ 2004-11-30T17:16:00

2004-11-30T06:34:21Z

Uh...yeah. I haven't posted in a while.
Sooo...my life. Lets see what Razzy has done in the past few days shes been alive shall we?
Um...shes kinda moved on a bit. Met a Carnie. Talks like flying fuck on the phone O.o
Sounds a bit corky to me.

Been a little bit down lately. Somewhat suicidal but i got over that with the help of Carnie and other friendly friends. Had a few crying fits at school but everyone got over that too. I haven't written in my diray for three whole days so im going to have to spend a shit load of time wirting in that. And im writing poems and such lately. I feel quite spiritual...bah!

Sooo yeah. Not much else to say really. I've been on a caffiene high almost every day for the past week....or maybe its happiness or some hippy shit like that no doubt.
Im gonna go now anyway
I have people to talk to and places to be.
Adios,

~Razzy

razicabbit @ 2004-11-07T17:30:00

2004-11-07T06:29:32Z

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
HUGS!!!!!!!

~Raz

razicabbit @ 2004-11-06T13:41:00

2004-11-06T02:41:57Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give razicabbit more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

razicabbit @ 2004-11-04T21:19:00

2004-11-04T10:21:02Z

You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)

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